The ball finally feels like it is Rolling!!!!

Hello friends! Sorry, I haven't written in a while and I know its a lame excuse, but I just needed a break. I felt like I was saying the same things over an over again and I got tired of writing it, so I needed to step back. That's the cool thing about acting. You can take breaks when you need to. Anyway, I did a dinner theatre show that was halloween themed and terrible because I was tired and the audience was overly obnoxious. I'm sure everyone had a great time. I was simply itching to sleep in my bed.

That's the other thing, I am so tired, but it's a very good tired. I went in for an audition for a short film a few days ago and it was so refreshing. The ladies were nice and interacted with me and allowed me to play off them in the read, which was fun. The audition was a CAZT, which I really like actually. It's a great audition space. Anyway, I came in memorized of course, did the read, they gave me a direction, I adjusted and that was that. It was fun!!! I LOVE auditioning... like a weirdo haha. Anyway, yesterday I got the email that I am called back. I have to memorize a new script, but I'm excited to go in and do well. It just reminded me how ready I am to act, to work, how capable I am of this. It was so natural for me. And it was a huge encouragement after two years of feeling so lame and untalented, you know? I always knew that wasn't true, but you do start to doubt when things aren't going according to plan. and I STILL don't have an agent. However, I feel it's only a matter of time!!!! YAY!

And then I got three other auditions this next week. So it will be busy, and lots of memorizing, but all good. I am just so grateful and glowing and happy. I am beginning to see the hope of the future and it so resonates in my soul that only divine intervention could stop me now!

Oh, and I met with a friend who's been here a while and he has hit a huge success point, which is so encouraging! I was incredibly happy for him. And I met a fellow actress who moved from Austin, who was a friend of a friend and now I have a new friend :) All these beautiful things are happening in my life. Ah! God is good... actually He was good all along, even though in my humanity I couldn't see it.